Saturday, November 27, 2010

An Endless Narrative...

A vague nuance arose in her eyes as she stared into the mirror again for the first time.
Bewildered by intrigue she delivers a kiss to bestow upon her audience the affection she was denied. A crime that lovers commit incestuously at the feet of their Royal and self-righteous pride. Shelling out promises whose weight alone could swell its own Tides.
A shame she bore in the darkness of her own eyes.

“When was the last time??” her thoughts as she waltzed through the corridors of an empty Hall. There she stood the lone witness to the shelter's deep and dreary walls.
Yet the question echoed in her mind to no end or pause.
A somber stride that reflects the nature of her new found resolve.
A willing rebel of sacrifice for the unimaginable passion the journey called.
Such a short distance to touch the soul.
Words much like their thoughts that produced no sound to recall.

“Such a bitter-sweet taste.” she whispered as her hands touched the curtain drapes.
As a soft wind trailed them through an open window to find her fragile face.
Invading the surroundings that made her feel as if she were at a distance and safe.
Looking directly into her desires and doing what it pleases and loving what it takes.
All the while her Heart is moving as rapid as her mind's pace…
And this sensation, no this desire, this urge beacons upon its target until it penetrates.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Still Pictures

I revisit moments in the past
With a vision of memories lagged
Like the one's in the Grandma's bag
When time was a point that everybody snagged
And your thoughts provided the path to the thoughts that we add
Long days suffer to the discontent of its own missing laugh
Wishing upon wishes for a sober path
But the trail was blurred by the vision of this drunken math
Bitter sweet, and sometimes sad
But I still believe
As I sit near the shores of change and follow the wind's speed
Captured by the steps of this untamed breeze
We dance a dance that makes the waltz easy to seize
A nervous kiss transformed into a gentle squeeze
Something to behold from the banks of this sea
A pain that goes further into the bosom leaving no place to flee
This pandemic befalls every captive eye that only wanted to peak
Growing more intense with every word that we didn't speak
A battle for the strong but the victory was for the weak
Because nobody knew the struggles that strengthened him underneath

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Dissenting Voices

The torture gathered by the voices of deceit
Lost my visual perception within the sounds of the deep
Very next to my soul under the breaths of my lungs and the thumps my heart beats
Where mysteries lie in the truths we all seek

Now where is this going?
No questions, no guessing, nobody's knowing
Something sinister in the mist where everyone is throwing
Thoughts collide under the hopes that possibly we're growing
Short waves tell a path of telepaths for the fortunes we craft in disaster's showing
Where do we land from the crash, is this love or is this wrath
The distorted confusion paralyzes the paralyzed with more pain than is televised
Nothing is as it seems so much for the nightmare that started off as a dream
Mere moments that have passed and virtually destroyed the precipitous of an uncrowned king
Visions we cherish along with the good times that we cling
Hostilities arise in the ambitions of fiends

Who’s going to save these souls?
A script is written for no man to play the role
An undesired effect its Author perpetuates so the prospective lost in the fold
Casualties of a minor calamity stricken with partially realized goals
Seductive crimes that aches hearts until grief finds its toll
First came a gesture from Heaven's width that bled out the abyss buried within
Seeping outward until the tunnel vision blinded foes and reminded friends
Souls and sore eyes might have sight like bitter sweets have its revenge
Silhouettes play joyfully to the tunes of their sin
How can we let go?
More answers to questions we didn’t know
Or was it questions we had and just didn’t know...No?

Guessing at the epithet my version of lost regret
Found my shield to guard myself and inoculate my pride from the threat
 What do you protect in this societal veil?
Stories are televised but the news is not what they tell
Which was it that felt like beating life?
146 beats per minute stored on the shelf
Never to see the pain that you felt
Hidden again because the truth was hot enough to melt
No drug to assuage the death, missing an infants’ laughter
And haunted from its missing breath
No pictures, no first steps
No mom or mother or father no body wept
Just abortion and another murder that we all accept
At night the haunted pages of your memory torment the sheets where you slept
A planned mistake has its neglects
Maybe we’re next adjoined in this respect
So the funeral is a sigh of relief that earns every bit of its vex.

A Subway of Sinners (The Forgotten)

A subway of sinners
Angry beginners, there ain't no righteous winners
Guilty of greed
Once sown the seed of the devil's vengeance
Planters take heed no turning back once you're in it
Similar sentence across the prisms, listen
Sorrowful sounds underground found a vision
An eye full of spite and a mouth filled with repentance
Opposition in the peripheral didn't make a difference
Living in inches it's a fight to the finish
I hope I last
Walking upon the broken glass
Scattered rags from homes with no moms or no dads
Abandoned faces form a hardened mask
Hiding their expression from the society that walked past
Where the wind was blanketed their skin
And their hopes were their only pair of pants
A night time transition
Where concrete slabs transformed into sleeping pads
Now the trains are speeding past
Wondering which one was better this life versus the last
Collapsed under the weight of a lonesome place
No one budged they just stood and judged or played it safe
The story read while toasting bread for breakfast plates
The forgotten never remembered until another took her place
A sobering trail of tears that smeared another face